The decision

Life's continuing.

And i have finally made up a conclusion.

i have signed up for flight attendant training course =)

the course starts at end of the year
and i am going to more than one interview during or after the course
super looking forward of it
and thanks god my family is supporting me

though,
my friends keep asking me whether i am serious or not
and most of them are shocked when i told them the truth

i know this is what i aim for
and i am now keep upgrading myself,
including my body weight X_X

from just 44kg to 47 kg within one month =)
and my target is 50kg+
to become normal in BMI

Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it

找到最适合自己的角色，能实现个人抱负，而且能建设性的宣泄热情
你的工作将能丰富你的人生，而不是夺走你享受人生的时间

Flight attendant is a noble career for me,
she serves people,
she helps people,
she saves people.

so,
judge it only if you have really understand it