us.

Love lift us up where we belong
Far from the world we know
Up where the clear winds blow

Time goes by
No time to cry
Life's you and I, alive, baby
  

 

he used to looks like a carefree man who has an interesting way of thinking

and his definition of life

we bumped into a conversation,

he said:

" hey wanna go parajump?"
(parajump = mini bungee jump :D)

this is how everything starts

**********

We fought a lot but we fix things

we came across from a lot of tears and hard times

sometimes he's fierce and scared the shit out of me,

but he's cute

he's also sweet 

sometimes he hardly tell people how he truly feels

used to keep woes deep down to himself

 believed that he wouldn't want to trouble anyone

there're much differences between us,

so do similarities..

we first came across from those things

that hardly find someone to go along

which challenged our heartbeats

we pilot a plane, respectively

 

  he saved my life, calmed me down when we were floating on the ocean

 we hold each other really tight,

he's the reason i am not afraid

he called me just before he went for his lifetime skydive

a close slipped through death

he will never admit that he's a control freak

somehow, too often he loves his lappy more 

 he got a big ego

but he's willing to go extra miles with me

he drink a lot, sometimes

leaving me worry, 
waiting for him to throw up (HAHA!!)
and carry him home

he hug me really tight after we haven't see each other for days
whenever he out of town
those are the best hugs ever.

no matter what had happened,
still appreciate each other much

and will always always do :)

 the aheads won't be easyj

Cambodia

 

in case you never know,

Cambodia is always my prior destination for backpack trip as many other people does.

 anticipating of going there and explore the rich unknown culture.

Angkor Wat, we always heard.

Mekong River, we read about.

Cambodia has more than its temples,

the chaotic yet charismatic capital of Phnom Penh

the revitalised city of Siem Reap 

  to relax in the sleepy seaside town of Kampot 

to trek the nearby Bokor National Park 

to take an elephant ride in the jungles of Mondulkiri Province 

to ogle the Mekong dolphins at Kratie 

or, simply choose a beach near Sihanoukville.

 cyclists or dirt bikers can even follow the Mekong river’s length as it meanders through traditional communities

just to name a few from the web,

these are some of the places which we can discover the true flavor of the country as well as timeless landscapes

there are even more things to do in Cambodia, mainly nature-related activities

to relax, meditate, chill and smell the earth.

A must-visit place for me to check in their backpackers hostel, and meet the backpackers

who knows what stories you will be shared with

who knows what can you gain without any expectation

who know how much will you learn 

Also, this is where Tony Leung filmed his last scene of 'in the mood of love' :)

Well,

soon it will be my turn to visit you, the beautiful country

have fun there ric :)

recently.

okay, long time apart since the last post, time to renew this site.

so I went to the Mayday concert in February.
I would say it was a truly sincere one and it touched deep into your feeling inside
inspiring as well, we get pumped in a lot of positive energy soon after the concert
absolutely worth the money and anticipation.

Jayesslee in May, soon after my last paper of second sem exam, it was a sincere piece.
more like a song sharing session rather than a concert, enjoyable one.
and yess, the girls were cute!
p/s: sonia's guitar is too pretty!!

Batam island trip in April just before exam.
It was actually a Groupon deal which offer a round island trip with one night stay in hotel.
remarkable thing is the Harris hotel which we stayed in, we were blessed with grand wide sea view
without any water sports activities done, leave us a good reason to come back again.

some recent vintage stuff of mine
 I had a hard time explaining what the camera-look-alike stuff is,
it's actually my iPhone case :)
and the fake plastic rayban from batam =p

had some good slack time after the exam,
attended a graduation dinner though I am still a first year undergrad (soon second year, too soon)
kinda meaningful :)

Frozen mind.

Yes, today she just want to do something she did as usual, in the past years.

"Being in a hostile environment, witnessing things you've never seen before and hanging out with new buddies...seem kinda fun. But sometimes when you get away from home for too long, in my case 3months, you kinda get tired. You wake up in the morning wondering where's that thick blanket that has the greatest smell on earth. You try to close your eyes again, hoping that when you wake up again your room at home magically appears. Most of the time you just convince yourself that the sun will not go down on you today, so get up and continue working for your dream."
"I don't know if i ever had one, but for now I'm really not sure which direction i'm heading to. I'm not sure if I ever felt so confused in life before. I'm not even sure if I'm where I'm supposed to be. Being 20 is hard. Ranting about it won't change anything. It's even harder when you don't even have time to hang out with the one you can talk with."

I guess she's a little bit different now. She used to be the girl who smiles a lot and enjoy every little thing. Now she's still smile, but that were not so...real anymore. I don't think she's having fun. Reality strikes, she doesn't have much choice but to accept and work for the future. She get many advices from friends, including those who are experienced. Anyhow she feels hard to implement some, too hard to be true. Not that she never try, it was just... to panic to step into the world with a wide big evil smile saying welcome.

No time to be weak, no reason for being weak as well. She learned this at this environment. Everyone around walk fast, she will be left far behind if she were to take it slow. Everyone speaks, she will be deadly forgotten if she didn't. Everyone socialise, she will definitely be islanded if she choose her own living way. 'Is this university life in the dream with all new buddies around, doing great things together, have snaps with sparkling smiles?' She always wonder.

She is always being anesthetized by 'real-life homeworks' and alikes. Being 20 / soon 21 is hard. She doesn't want to dissapoint anyone that ever help her to reach this stage. Including her family, who've spent a lot for her education. 'Perhaps this is the education of life, she convices herself.

Time to stand up and fight. Time to stop acting like a pity one. Time to strike for her own future. Time to take charge of her education, push her boundaries, be counted and make a difference.
Time to really learn, grow, lead and serve; Make herself unforgettable.

粒。

很多事情的发生
我们都感叹
我觉得变质

现在才发现
原来早就在身边
原来早就拥有

只是要求，期待越来越高
人的本质
我的本质
觉得理所当然
曾经矛盾，曾经否定，曾经伤害
看不起我自己

其实，
伤害最大，忍气，吞声，委屈，眼泪更多，拼命保护我们之间的那个人
是你。

只想永远记住这种痛，
默默答应自己，
该怎么做。

今天只做一件事

很多时候觉得迷失 努力的最初目的
体内的正面能量快要用完时 迷失虫就慢慢侵蚀你的大脑 你的思想
我们每个人 每个人 都会一直想要生存
可是常常被忘的是
谁又会停下脚步感受生活

社会的普遍“文化”教会大部分人要怎样生存
教不会的是，“感受”
个人的价值观建立在经济上，实际主意，欢迎来到现实社会。
生活在麻木，恐惧当中, 害怕种种, 衣食住行
更害怕失去。

“比你生活更重要的是对生活的感受
人人都生活，但是不是人人都有感受”
豁达，又要怎样完成

那是一个不变的形式
人是需要常常寻找自己的方式来吸收
寻找来自生活百态的补品
谁又会豁达到抛开社会人的一号思想，走自己的路
会有，可是真的不多

接受事情的不完美的容量，是要加深了
只因这就是世界，怎么样的形态都有，不是不满
是觉得荒缪，有趣

我也要出去走走
观想人生最真的对白
提醒自己的价值，珍惜的事和物
还有吸收大地精华。